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Do you consider yourself a good driver?
I HATE driving. I'm not terrible though. Just skittish.
What gets on your nerves?
girls.
What’s the last thing you laughed at?
When I was teasing the guy at work for lying to me about his age. ::sigh:: boys.
Does your family have any traditions?
I think the new tradition is that I cook on the holidays. And I think "Monster Squad" on Thanksgiving should be a given for now on.
How do you make your money?
I cook food and it's yummy.
What’s one thing you hate about your best friend?
Nothing. She's awesome.
What is one thing you do too much?
analyze.
Do you wear jewelry?
nah.
What phone company do you have?
Tmobile. poop.
Do you make good grades?
I did I did! Honors, suckas!
Who is your last incoming text from and what’d it say?
Wouldn't you like to know, butthole...
Are you outgoing?
In certain situations. If I don't like you or are not comfortable, then no.
Where is your dad right now?
Probably at work. aw. I love my dad.
Made any new friends?
yes, a few recently.
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
Is there such a thing? And if there is, then I hate you.
Does someone like you?
yes.
Which is more fun, night or day?
night of course!
Are you wearing any jewelry?
nope.
What is the most irritating thing the opposite sex can do?
I don't know. Be overly flirtatious with bad pickup lines?
What are you doing/did today?
I just got off work a bit ago... I'm going to breakfast with Connnnniiiieeeeee... and then going to work again. :)
What was the last movie you watched?
LEGEND. SO effin good. I know, I know, it's old. But I hadn't seen it in so long. My crush on the Dark Lord was reignited. Must be the hooves.
Is your shirt new?
No. It's old and tacky.
Are you scared of bugs?
Some of them make me squeamish.
Are you a cuddler?
to a fault.
Last thing that made you cry?
pfft.
Do you like baseball?
it's ok...?
Last time you went out to eat?
Tuesday.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Tomorrow as in Sunday... going to "stalk" someone and then go to work.
What are you doing right now?
Watching Golden Girls and falling asleep at the keyboard.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my momma.
What is the last thing you purchased online?
hmm... a room in Las Vegas.
Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Sure. But if they're gone and non-existent, then it's for good reason.
Did you have fun today?
yes. :)
What do you know about the future?
absolutely nothing. odd. I was thinking about that today. I used to know exactly where my life was heading...and now I don't. It's kind of exciting in a weird way. It's whatever I make of it and decide what I want to do. What a brilliant notion (duh). Whatever it is, it's going to be filled with art, passion, determination and success. I sound like a motivational poster...so fuck you.
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
ermm... the funny cab driver.
How old do you want to be when you have kids?
I have no idea. When I'm responsible enough for myself.
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
one tattoo and my ears pierced (rebel rebel).
Do people hate you?
yes and it keeps me awake at night...oh wait, no, I don't give a fuck.
How often do you give high fives?
I gave one the other day and I was so excited he was so giving of the high five back.
Do you like your life right now?
There are certain things I wish were different but overall it's great. I have a good family, good friends, a great job, new hope, new happiness, a rediscovered confidence and I catch myself smiling alot. I can't complain really. I'm truly lucky and grateful of that constantly.
How do you vent your anger/sad?:
I write and create. Usually then destroy it but atleast it's out.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I think it was my momma and Connie.
Last person you went to the movies with?
Connie and Pablo!
What did/will you do for your birthday this year?:
Something exciting. But most likely end up at a club, dancing badly, ending with making out with a stranger and eating fast food on the way home. :)
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1 - Name something that made you frown today?
Lack of sleep and odd strange dreams during naptime. I hate naps.
2 - What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
On my way to Beverly Hills.
3 - Kiss with your eyes open or closed?
Eyes crossed.
4 - If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret what would you choose?
hmm.. if the regret hurt someone immensely, I would change it in a second. Unless taking the million would make them happy when I gave them a portion...? :) I would take other people's feelings over money.
5 - Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
I don't speak to him 24/7 but I pop into his life every now and then with an obnoxious story or inane sound effects. :)
6 - Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
I'm sure there is. I can't think of anyone specific today.
7 - Is it awkward when you run into your exes?
I've never "run" into an ex. And it wouldn't be awkward because I would either a.) just say hi and be civil or b.) ignore them completely.
8 - What were you doing 1 hour ago?
I was being a fool with George and Connie in the parking lot of Hillstreet Cafe trying to make our friend Laura's baby laugh. He likes me. He's only 1 and he will throw his arms straight in the air and say "Amandaaaa" (though it sounds like "banana")
9 - Do you currently have feelings for someone?
Of course. I wear it on my sleeve. Duh.
10 - What was the last thing you said aloud?
Goodnight? Oh no. I said "call me back" and hung up.
11 - How many different things did you drink today?
Iced Coffee, Diet Coke, Water...ugh and 4, fucking 4, Iced Teas and I feel like dying.
12 - Are you ticklish?
I will kick. Seriously.
13 - Is success in your future?
I'm working on it in all aspects. I think in the end, I will be a very happy and successful individual with alot to give.
14 - Are you a heavy sleeper?
eh. asi asi.
15.Was today a good day?
It was a lethargic day. But it was good. We all shared fart, queef, and sex stories at the dinner table so that's always a good time.
16 - What are you listening to?
MGMT...but The Cable Guy is on tv. I'm waiting for the Rock of Love Reunion to come on at 1...meh.
17 - Does someone like you right now?
fuck yeah.
18 - Where was the last place you went?
the gas station and then dropped George off at his casa.
19 - Look at your third friend on myspace, do you really like them?
It's andrewwww! of course! He's the best.
20 - Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
Probably jeri or my sister.
21 - Can you keep a secret?
mmhmm.. for the most part.
22 - Your favorite romantic movie?
The Secretary.
23 - Have you ever played naked twister?
God, no. It doesn't strike me as sexy. Sure, there could be a certain position that one could be in that would be attractive but as soon as left hand on yellow gets called out or right leg on red, that position could turn ugly in 1.2 seconds. Not comfortable enough to do that.
24 - Is there something you will never forget?
I remember everything. The good things and the bad. I think I give most the benefit of the doubt.
25 - How do you feel about Valentines day?
I used to complain about it when I was single but even then, eh, I never hated it. It's an excuse to eat chocolate and wear red lipstick and give out little paper hearts. And now it's more fun because I have someone to be my actual Valentine.
26 - How is your hair?
Kind of gross right now. I need a cut.
27 - Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
yes.
28 - Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I think it was with my sister and mom when she came to visit.
29 - Are you typically a jealous person?
Not outwardly. I get twinges every now and then but it's to be expected.
30 - Do you bite on straws?
not really.
31 - What were you doing at midnight last night?
Dicing chicken and prepping my station.
32 - Do you wish on 11:11?
I do!
33 - What's on your mind?
A million things.
34 - Which shoe do you put on first?
My right one.
35 - Favorite color(s)?
black and red
36 - Have you ever kissed someone called Amanda?
hahaha really? Yes. I kiss myself all the time.
37 - Last thing received in the mail?
Junk mail or a Bon Appetit mag.
38 - Do you have trust issues?
Who doesn't?
39 - Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
I've disliked people before and got to know them better and realize they weren't too bad. I try to be nice to everyone regardless. Try.
40 - What was going through your mind during your second to last kiss?
::sigh:: One more.. one more before she leaves. :(
41 - Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?
Physically? No. Maybe when I was a kid and my sister and I beat each other up but, eh.
42 - Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Being a forgiving person is a virtue. I think they're both difficult depending on the issue but I think forgetting is the hardest in all cases.
43 - What is the most important thing in any relationship?
Everything.
44 - Are you random?
Yes.
45 - Do you laugh a lot?
More than most. And I'll do stupid things for other to laugh too because I think it's important that people smile atleast three times a day and feel good even if it's for a few moments.
The mummy was a sad and lonesome creature
but it didn't matter when he would cry
because as much as the tears soaked his wrappings
he was made of double ply.
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I just woke up and I felt my whole world was crashing around me.
I checked my phone. I looked outside the window. Nothing.
So now I'm up at 5 a.m., after 4 hours of sleep, antsy and anxious for no particular reason.
I got the job. The pressure is already on. Yesterday, I felt it.
(god, please let me pull this off. Let me get better overnight.Let me just wake up perfect.pretty please?)
Gave my work two weeks notice. Denise was so nice about it, I was astounded. Even offered to shut down the dept so we could all go out and eat before I left. It was so bizarre. She said she knew though and that she was very happy and excited for me. That if I ever wanted to come back, I could. She thanked me for all my work and said that she appreciated everything. It was really bizarre. My eyes kind of welled up and I told her thank you and that it was the best job I ever had. And I meant it.
Jessica took me out to lunch to celebrate. Yum yum. The waiter was kind of a douche but it was fun. I met her and Tom over at the restaurant because I had to run to school and drop off the final paperwork for graduation. The admissions/job placement lady (ok, I have no idea what her title is) told me that I was done with everything and that I would be graduating with honors. Sweet (ew. I hate that word in that context.) I told her that I got hired and she was so excited. She said that they don't hire interns at all and that was amazing.Two other people came into the office that worked at the school and she shouted to them about me getting the job. They were all excited too and were pretending they were going to make some campus announcement. It's not that they aren't thrilled for me (they are)...but it's really because it looks great for them. That THEIR student was asked to stay. Whatever. They can take a little bit credit...only a little bit. :)
I got a call two days ago asking if I wanted to speak at the graduation ceremony. Wow, what a great honor...but NO. I told the chef that I had a fear of public speaking and he incredulously asked "YOU?!?", What a butthole. I told him "YES...but thank you." While it sounds like a great thing to be able to do, I know from now until Friday I would be obsessing and worrying about it. Why put myself through that? I want graduation day to be fun, not something I'm dreading. Though Connie and I were talking about it and how funny it would be if I just reenacted five minutes of Ratatouille or I just got up there saying, "It's not me doing this! It's not me! It's him!" and then pull off my chef hat to reveal a rat underneath. But except for a rat it was Meowhaus' cat toy and smelled like urine. I'd turn it into sketch comedy or interperative dance. Hillarious....but NO.
My momma comes in today! I'm so happy. I have to clean the whole house before she gets here...grumble grumble... I'm NOT suzy homemaker. I'm not domestic. I haven't had time to clean. ( I know. My excuse for everything "I can't diet. I don't have time!" or ... well, anything. I managed to apply it to everything.) I love her and I'm so happy I get to see her. It's been two years. That's an incredibly long time to go without someone that used to be so close to and someone you used to see everyday. We're going to see Wicked and we're going to Vegas. SWEET. (ew. There it is again. Need to find new word....I was trying to think of something that wasn't "awesome"). Busy week. But thankfully not too busy where I can't gain some sleep and perhaps some much needed sanity.
At this moment, everything seems to be falling into place. I think this is the first time I've ever felt that way completely and without doubt. It's strange. Maybe that's why I'm waking up at 5 in the morning and thinking everything is going to go to shit any second.
So optimistic. Fuck you, bad attitude.
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When I got out of work on Saturday night, my sister and her two friends came and picked me up. We ended up going to Los Tacos where Connie divulged that she had mexican food earlier too. After all the beans, grease, sauce, carnitas, and more beans, we all went to the car to have a cigarette. We were all discussing how gassy we felt and Connie made a joke about her butt about to go off like the 4th of July. I started laughing hysterically and when I caught my breath I wheezed out, "Red, White, and Poo?" which just made me laugh harder.
I guess the meaning of this story is that I'm still impressed with my quick wit after working a 12 hour shift and slowly going into food coma.
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"The crows seemed to be calling his name, thought Caw."
I'm feeling musical today and keep making sounds with my mouth. I'm in love with music right now. Especially moody-sounding melodies and boys who sound like they're crying.
Seaweed salad is the coolest shit ever. I got to work on the salad line last night and actually compose these awesome beautiful artistic salads that went out. It's kind of a big deal since I was told I wasn't going to be working on the line at all. Harissa, the pantry chef who's worked there for 13 years, said I did great and that I learned fast. I like working the pantry not only because I'm learning alot from Harissa but also because it's right near the pastry station and I get to be nosey and watch him work as well. He's also very generous letting me try Indian cake and chocolate covered strawberries.
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One year.
You were here only a couple of days ago. It's been a miserable 48 hours without you. But the week you were here was the most beautiful time I've ever had. Everytime I see you, I'm grateful and happy just to be around you. This time, I don't know what it was, but something felt different. It was like something falling perfectly into place. Numerous times I would look over at you, when you were driving, when you were telling a story, when you were laughing, when you were sleeping...and I would be overwhelmed with this feeling, this indescribable feeling from knowing that I will be spending the rest of my life with you. That one day, I will have a home with you. That I would cook you dinner while you told me about your day at work. That we would cuddle on the couch and watch bad movies. That we would decorate the house obnoxiously for Halloween and Christmas. That I would bake you some ridiculous birthday cake every year and you would love it just because I made it. That I would come home, and you would be sitting playing the piano and sing me songs. That every night I would kiss you goodnight and you would go to sleep knowing how much you are loved.
Happy Anniversary, beautiful. I look forward to the next one. And the one after that. And the one after that. :)
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1. Who was your first prom date?
I never went to prom. boo hoo.
2. Who was your first roommate?
Connie
3. What was your first alcoholic drink
I think it was a sip of portuguese wine
4. What was your first job?
I worked for an artist who painted watercolors mostly of doors. I found out they were all scientologists and wanted me to go to this meeting. Uh no. I got a job at Nickelodeon and got the hell out of there.
5. What was your first car?
umm... I think it was a blue 97 chevy cavalier. I had it only for a week. :(
6. Who was the first person you texted today?
Jeri.
7. Who is the first person you thought of this morning?
Jessica because I had to call her (my boss has been out for the past two days) and tell her I was going to be late to work.
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Tighe. Pronounced "tie". She was neat.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
I think it was either Texas or Lousiana.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was with you?
I don't think I ever snuck out of my house. I would just leave.
11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
Rosanna or Grace... my bestest kindegarten friends. And, no, I have no idea what happened to them.
12. Where was your first sleep over?
Probably my grandpa's house. My aunt would let my sister and I stay up real late, make cupcakes, and watch Beavis and Butthead.
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time?
My mom's third marriage to my step-dad. I wore a green velvet dress.
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
This morning? Jumped up and threw on whatever clothes I could find, packed up my school clothes, and ran out the front door.
16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
Rob Zombie. Hell yes. (Korn played too)
17. First tattoo or piercing?
I got my ears pierced when I was a wee Amanda. But I got my eyebrow done when I was 14.
18. First foreign country you went to?
Haven't been. yet.
19. First Crush?
Randy Bogoje in kindegarten. He opened my milk carton for me.
20. When was your first detention?
High School spanish class. I was running around and picking a fight with this one guy and we had to stay after. How embarrassing. We just mouthed curse words to each other from across the room.
21. What was the first state you lived in?
Californiaaaaa
22. Who was the first person to break your heart?
I'm not sure.
23. Who will be the first to repost this
Andrew. Get on it.
Today I had to cook two steaks and two hamburger patties on a grill. Not to sound like an asshole, but I've never made either on a grill. I mean, I made those things when I worked at Friendly's and Johnny Rockets but never on an ACTUAL grill with very very specific temperatures. Steaks had to be medium and medium rare. eek. And hamburgers had to be medium and medium well. Tricky. I never eat my meat like that. If anything, always medium well but usually just well done. I brought my steaks up nervous as hell because, though I checked by touch, my thermometer was broken and I couldn't get an actual temp. ugh. The chef cut into both of them and told me they were perfect. That I got 20 out of 20 on both of them and they were the best ones brought up in the entire class. Whaaat? yay! Then came the hamburgers. Again, had to go by sight and touch and I was positive I overcooked both of them. They were perfect as well! I got 20s on everything I made tonight! Yessssss!!! Go me! And I don't even really like steak!
I know that's probably not an exciting story for anyone but myself and steak connoisseurs. But give me a break. It's much more exciting than my enthusiasm over making my first emulsification.
Later today I am going to the best thing in the world...UNIVERSAL'S HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS.
Here's from opening night of 2006. The premise of the 2006 horror nights was that a deranged film director was hired by Universal to make a horror movie. The thing was he had a love for "reality" and was huge in Slovakia for his very lifelike snuff films. A group of interviewers went out and to talk to him about his movie and they disappeared. Later, when Universal producers came to check his progress on his film, they found the uncut footage of the interviewers being tortured to death. They immediately stopped production, shelved the footage, terminated the contract but when police came to arrest the Director, he was gone. The legend was that he was still hiding somewhere on Universal's backlot, waiting to finish his movie and looking for new actors to star in it. That's the story you find out about as you're taking the tram through the backlot and are dropped off at the original Psycho house...
awesome. This year is different. It's a Carnival of Carnage and Freddy, Jason, and Leatherface all have their own mazes. It's going to be incredible. And I will probably shit my pants.
This is opening night in Orlando. I couldn't find the Hollywood one but the theme this year is nearly identical. The video is worth watching for the last couple of minutes.
Ok I'm done. Goodnight.
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Halloween was ok. I read reviews of it beforehand (which is never a good idea). Someone made a comment about the family being very typical and I totally agreed. The family roles... I don't know. If you saw it, you know what I mean. I thought the ending was actually very good. I didn't think it was as bad as everyone was saying it was. I think at the end of the day, I kind of preferred not to know why he was so messed up and liked thinking he was just pure evil. I was entertained though. So... a freakishly small thumb up, I guess.
Hazelnut coffee is yummy.
Inxs is on the radio. k bye.
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hi.
It's fucking hot and disgusting. It's 1 a.m. DUDE. Please, scientists of the livejournal world, please explain WHY and HOW it could possibly be this hot when there is no sun to make it so? What is it? Why am I sitting here, sweaty and gross?
It was 106 today. It felt like Hell. Literal Hell. Nosebleed weather. When it gets this hot, ( I just typed "hots" which I thought was funny but if I left it, it would have been way to cutesy) my nose kind of explodes like a geyser...perhaps it the dryness? (get on this too livejournal scientists.) It didn't today though.
Everything is kind of nuts right now. I work 8-5 and go to culinary school 6-11, both Monday through Friday. I also got a new job at Anna's work Big Kids Collectables and will be working there Sundays 10-4 (or whenever on the weekends they ask me too). Seriously. Coolest store I've been into in a long time. I'm already making a list of things I want to purchase including the Universal Monsters trading cards and the vintage build it yourself model kits that have Dracula, the Mummy, etc. So awesome. :) :) :) (thanks anna!!!!)
School is the best decision I've ever made. The first couple of weeks have been kind of rough, getting my schedule all set and trying to find time to sleep. It's getting easier though and school is so much fun! Tuesday is Potato day and we're making 4 types of pototoes!! Hooray for starches! YUM YUM YUM!!! The receptionist job is going well too... I just need to get more sleep during the week nights so I'm not such a zombie when I go in the mornings. I love it though, the people are fucking awesome, my boss is great, and...it's air conditioned to where people put on ponchos and sweaters when they get there because they think it's THAT cold. HA! I'm basking in my own igloo.
I'm eating pineapple fried rice and watching Fat Actress. I think most of it is improvisation. Some of the time, the actors are talking over each other. Meh.
I'm going to bed. I'm lonely. That's shitty.
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I'm going to sleep with your shirt tonight. I kept it in the envelope, so everytime I opened it, I could smell you. Tonight though, I don't care if the scent fades. I just want it next to me. I want it to find it's way into my dreams so I can see you. I want to wake up next to it. So, even if it's for a minute, in that convoluted state, I might really believe that it's you right next to me. I won't even care about the sadness that will follow when conciousness finally hits and I realize that you're not. It will be worth that moment. Because then, for once in my entire life, everything will be right. Will be perfect. Even if it's not real. But it will be someday.
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I hate this time of night. When I'm awake and by myself and can't just fall asleep. When there's no one to talk to, to make stupid jokes with, to tell stories to. Everyone is asleep or out being drunk and stupid. Saturday nights. Evil.
My day was filled with horror wax figures. Cuban food. Bad jokes. Sweat. Running eyeliner. Birthdays. Nachos and Santa Monica Rolls. Too many cigarettes. A girl speculating that I was a scorpio (but I never asked her why she thought that). Realizing how long I've known someone and that he's always been there in one way or another. Jokes about gay crowns and bisexual tiaras. Passed notes. Seeing people I haven't seen in awhile. Reminiscing. Words words words. Even doing a word search at the bar. A drag queen flashing me his thong for no apparent reason except for just smiling at him kindly. Melty frappuccinos. Not enough sleep. George and his gift of a double-sided Devil's Rejects poster. A messy birthday lipstick print on Joey's cheek. His happiness. Singing along to Paula Abdul and Pink. A copy of the Kill Bill 2 soundtrack. Smiling alot.
Today was a sleepy yet good day. After Joey's Birthday festivities, we ended up making a low-key night of scary movies and kidnapping George for a couple of hours. We wore the cowboy hat and made stupid voices and laughed at his 1/2 gallon mega dr. pepper from KFC. It was so big that it actually needed a handle for it to be transported.
I need a haircut. Badly. I have a tendency now of growing my nails out to a pretty length and then getting extreme pleasure of ripping them off so they're ragged and uneven. Such self-destructive behavior.
I went to a thrift store today and found a book about a girl who was a cutter. She wouldn't just draw razorblade lines into her skin, but actual words. Whatever she was feeling that day about herself, she would carve it into her body. I wondered what it would be like if everyone did that. If it was just considered a healthy thing to do, just like a homemade tattoo of some sort. To catch someone pulling down their pant leg or switching shirts, and catching a glimpse of a word that they felt one day at one time at one moment. Noticing how faded it was and trying to figure out how long ago it was written. I wondered what I would have written. What I would have carved on my inner thigh, my wrist, over my heart. I wondered if that the people who did that, did it really matter what they wrote, as long as it left it's mark? Would they be embarrassed and try to write over it with something they felt was better? Or would they just leave it alone and start somewhere else fresh leaving it as a reminder to never feel that way again? I could imagine the people pulling up their shirts and laughing at each other's words asking if they were drunk when they wrote that. Or two people being intimate for the first time and reading each other's bodies aloud and asking what each one meant. It was a strange mind tangent that flashed for a moment and was gone. I ended up not buying the book.
Incoherent. Need sleep.
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| You Are Expressionism | 
Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse. |
That's me. So angsty and have no perception on my life whatsoever because I'm too busy focusing on the inward. So tortured. It's agonizing. I'm so brilliant, that it's actually painful to me.
Now excuse me while I got watch Monique's Charmed School. That nasty-spitting Brooke is SO getting kicked off tonight for being a drunk ho.
Night all .
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I stole this from andrew.
You are Judgement
Happiness, Content, Joy.
Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.
With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Interesting.
Work is good. Life is good. That is all.
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